This post turned out to be mostly about: following a red thread curving into darkness.
There are rivers, there is fire; there is a tiger licking a baby, and a tightrope walker.
All these things are true.
But right now, the most important thing you need to know is…
My project went sideways.
Out of nowhere, each of the pieces I had been diligently working on went dark. I could no longer find my way into them. This happens sometimes. There is a fine line between knowing when to push through and when to lay back. To do this work you have to be able to dance on that line with the consummate grace of the tightrope walker. More than half of the process is listening and sometimes things just aren’t ready to be born. So I put the pieces down, not knowing if I would ever pick them up again, and wondered what to do next.
As fortune would have it, this happened just before the holidays.
Weird as it may sound, I don’t plan any time off during the year. I genuinely love what I do so time away from it can seem more a punishment than a reward. Whilst I do understand the creative benefits of space and incubation, I generally wait for life to foist them upon me.
And even then I make sure I have my gear.
So. There was travel and movement, there was Christmas, and there was New Year. I took my Uke, a notepad, my meditation cushion, and a pair of running shoes. Wherever I was, I would get up early and do my work before anyone else was awake. I wasn’t working on the project anymore, but I am always writing, always sharpening my chops, always following that little red thread of inspiration which curves away into the dark.
At the change of the year I found myself in a cottage with a group of friends someway south of Edinburgh. The snow had passed us by, but there was cold, and there was rain. The open fire was pressed into near-constant service whilst outside, the river that divided the two villages viciously broke it’s banks and began devouring land, trees, and fences; hungrily lapping at cottage doors fortified with sandbags like a tiger licking a baby.
Still each day I did the work. As far as I was concerned the project I had been pursuing could well be dead. Sometimes things just die. So I played, and I sang, and I wrote before dawn; then I watched the fire, listened to the rain hammering on the windows, drank some wine, and laughed with my friends.
When time away ended and I returned to the studio I had fully let go of the project and had decided to spend January writing and making sketches instead.
Purely for the fuck of it.
It was 3 days before I was working on the project again.
Out of nowhere ideas starting pouring in, tumbling over themselves almost faster than I could capture them; as easy as rain rolling down a window; sweet like laughter in fire-lit darkness.
As well as this, whilst I was away I’d also started to feel the itch to play live again, which has been growing like a quietly insistent fever in my belly ever since I returned.
All this means that 2016 is looking like a busy year. Whenever I have solid info I’ll let you know; look for my missives here. And if you want me, well…
I’ll be in the studio, a-pulling on that thread.
I hope if you were celebrating that your holidays were good. Big love to you all.
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